On of the most stupidest games i had allowed to happen to me … was to be abused.
… in continuous form.
I knew it … having a clear image of all what is going on … but could not stop myself to stay away of those games.
In fact … i was so, so sure of my abilities … as actor on the stage of life …. that I thought it is not going to be absolutely any problem.
So … i had allowed all to happened.
I was smiling.
… thinking that i am controlling my emotions, my thoughts …. and the whole dynamic of all.
I thought …. I was tough … and …
But … all was a charade … having the purpose to do absolutely anything is necessary to … fool me.
I didn’t realise … i could just smile in front of all those invitations.
… and stay away.
Well … i was maybe … not wise enough.
I didn’t pay … so much attention to the tremendous power of … ugly intentions of those people.
So … i had entered the game … and into one point … i had just lost control on myself … believing that all what was happening was … real.
The truth was … that I was just … used.
… and abused.
The passing of time made me realise i was not so tough as I thought … and all those people i am talking about are just everywhere.
Also … their tendency of doing all those stupid charades … became more and more … dominant in their personalities.
I could even say … that it all became … a way of behaving on the stage of life.
… even normality.
Which indeed is … ridiculous.
Today … i look back into my past … analysing all … and I understand that somehow all was a karmic lesson for me … revealing the secrets of the dance of energies beyond the scene of the real life.
I … somehow … regret that i was so silly … allowing myself to enter into those stories … but most probably … i had to experience all that.
So …
It happened.
Maybe … i should not allow as it to happen again.
Or … allow to happen … not interacting at all.
Simple watch the charade as a show … as a simple spectator at the theatre … not saying a word.
Smile … and even laugh … but not connect with all those energies of the show…
Cause truth be told … it is too difficult to manage all those energies of ugly intentions beyond the charades.
And it does not worth it … to be part of such stupid scenarios …
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